I have accepted all kinds of abuse in relationships and I have experienced narcistists in many forms throughout my life from partners to bosses to spiritual teachers and friends.
I didn't know I was worthy of respect, I didn't know I was worthy of love, I didn't know I was enough just being me.
Many moons after leaving my abusive relationship I still struggled with the echoes of abuse. The whispers of the bully holding me back, keeping me small, sacrificing my desires to stay "safe".
Struggling to trust, trying to control everything and being super independant gave me a misguided feeling of empowerment.
Morgan Le Fay entrered my life to guide me on a journey of self discovery within the depths of darkeness. Deep within the shadows of discomfort I learned the art of trust, submission, and being fully open to recieve. She taught me that my pain is my power. It is the alchemical ingredient to transform into a new you. It tells us what our boundaries are.